I met him with a friend and we went out on a double date, my roommate took her date into the bedroom, leaving me in the living room with my date. We could hear my roommate having sex. He finally just told me to take my pants off and lean over the arm of the sofa and he started to fuck me. He kept touching my butt hole with his finger as he fucked me, he took his penis out of my vagina and fingered me and then he put two fingers up against my butt and pushed his fingers in. He rotated his fingers around, and he pulled them out and he put his penis up against me and he pushed it in as far as it would go.

I followed him around campus for the rest of my college years, followed him when he took a job on the west coast, followed him overseas, followed him without reason or thought. Where he goes I go. He tolerated me until he took me in to live with him. To me what happened that night was a forever thing, until we die. I think about that night every time I have sex with him, the most I have been able to do is let him touch me with a finger back there, but that is about it.