When I was 12 my buddy warned me not to let the coach catch me alone in the showers. It seemed he had a reputation for liking little boys, too much.

I liked the coach. I liked him a lot. He was often the center of my masturbatory fantasies. I scanned and enlarged the team photos of him in it so I could gaze into his eyes as I jerked off imagining we were making out as he fucked me in the ass with his big hard cock. Yes, I knew I was gay at 12. I knew I was gay at 4.

So when I heard about him liking little boys and being a little boy at 12, slightly small for my age but not a dwarf, I started to hope there might be some way we could get together. I was on the middle school track and field team. That was established since the spring of sixth grade but now it was the beginning of summer and I had but a week to sign up for other teams. Since coach coached all of our boys teams I signed up for as many as I thought I had a chance at. Turns out I got on all of them and then had to back out of one that had a schedule conflict with another team. Since my Mom worked late I didn't have to be home until six every night which meant that if I lagged behind at the showers/locker room I would not get in trouble. So I decided to do just that. I heard that coach likes to take a shower after practice when everyone is gone. My plan was for coach to walk into the shower naked and find me naked and then hope he would make a move. I was not disappointed. He was startled at first then saw my erection and just strutted right in and got under the shower head next to mine. There were twenty four shower heads in the boys showers and he picked the one nearest me. He struck up a conversation about stupid things I don't remember. we both knew he was just talking to make a connection not because either of us were interested in those topics. I just stared at his huge erect cock bobbing up and down under the hot spray of the shower. I was four feet six inches tall and he was about six feet nine inches tall. I was scrawny and he was muscular. My mouth was a lot closer to his cock than to his mouth. I couldn't help staring at it. I wanted to reach out and touch it. I wanted him to make me choke on it. I wanted to know what it felt like to have it rammed up my ass. I'd been practicing with borrowed dildos for months and got a medium sized one six inches up my ass. It was about the size and dimensions of an average adult cock. coach's cock was not average.

He offered to wash my back. I'd just been standing there not washing anything at all for ten minutes while he just rubbed his soapless hands all over his own body. I wished they were my hands. I accepted his offer. It was magical with his big strong hands gently massaging my back, shoulders, and neck. I rubbed in the most beautiful way. I tingled everywhere. Mostly my nipples and cock tingled. Then it finally happened. He knelt down behind me and massaged my ass. He spread my butt cheeks and firmly inserted a finger. He went all the way in. The soap was lubricant. It glided in smoothly and painlessly and felt amazing. He found my prostate and gently rubbed it. He reached around and grabbed my little throbbing cock and gave it a squeeze and jerked me off. Then he rinsed me off and lifted me up in the air and planted my ass on his face and his tongue in my ass. I was literally sitting on his face while he stood there under the shower. I looked down over the top of the shower head and could almost reach the ceiling above. I didn't think anything would feel better than that tongue up my ass. I was wrong. He carried me to the locker room and spread some towels on the bench and played me down. Then he pushed his massive cock against my ass hole. I thought for sure he would kill me with it but I didn't care. I was eagerly willing to endure the agony of being torn apart by that thing if it meant it could be up my ass. I was that horny. It took him only a couple of seconds to get it past my sphincter. He then began thrusting and surprisingly it only took a few minutes to get all nine inches all the way up my ass. It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. It still burned a bit but not nearly as bad as I imagined so I was able to relax and enjoy being rayped. A few minutes later I felt the gushing of cum up my ass. It was like a cum enema.

From then on, for the next two years, seventh and eighth grade, I was one of a select few fucktoys he used to satisfy his desires. As for me. I got to fucked by a gorgeous stud. I got the best two hour full body naked massages several times a week. I got to such on the best cock in the world. I got to drink massive loads of sperm any time I wanted and he sucked me sometimes for hours. His mouth engulfed my whole crotch. He literally had my cock, balls in his mouth while he licked my ass at the same time.

I also had the privilege of getting his attention in other matters. He gave me a lot of one on one training. He taught me how to build my body. By the time I entered my freshmen year I was built enough that I didn't even have to try out for the JV teams. I was INVITED to join the varsity teams right off the bat. I also enjoyed his tutoring on other topics. He wasn't just a dumb jock. He turned out to have a master of arts in history and a double major as an undergraduate in history and art history. He also was working on his third BA this one in mathematics. He really was a brilliant poly math but he chose to coach boys middle school teams because he loved boys.

Coach only chooses boys who seek him out like I did. I regret nothing, love coach as all his boys do and wouldn't change a thing other than I wish it started a couple of years earlier. I don't mind that he lost interest when I got older. I knew that would happen from the start. I was OK with it. I got to spend two beautiful years as his sex toy. And I got so much more out of it than he did. With all his tutoring I finished valedictorian. I am now in my freshman year at an Ivy league school on a sports scholarship and I am maintaining a 4.0 average due to coach's training and tutoring and letter of recommendation. Also, my roommate was one of coach's other boys and now we are lovers.