Straight Male / 20
I'm 20 now and I am remembering an incident that happened between me and my mother 3 or 4 years ago. I think that I was about 17 at the time. It still bothers me occasionally, especially when I visit her and Dad. I'll try to get it off my chest and see if that helps.
My mother had gone out with a couple of girl friends and had returned home late. They must have gone to a bar or something because I noticed that she was quite drunk. Mom doesn't drink much and when she does, it hits her hard. Seeing that she wasn't steady on her feet, I helped her to her bedroom and left. My dad must have been on one of his business trips because he wasn't around as I recall. So Mom and I were home alone.
Later that night, I decided to check on her before going to bed. Mom and I have a very loving relationship and we cuddle occasionally when watching TV. I wanted make sure that she was all right. I had just taken a shower and was wearing my PJ's. As I peeked into her bedroom, I saw that she was lying on her back with one leg almost dangling over the side. She was wearing only a petticoat and her panties were on the floor. She was naked from the waste down. I had seen Mom's bare breasts before but never her genitals. I just stood there staring and staring. I became so sexually aroused that I pulled out my penis which was thick and hard by now and began to masturbate. As I approached her closely, I did the unthinkable and gently stroked her vaginal lips with my fingers. Amazingly, I discovered that I could spread her lips apart and insert my fingers into her vagina. Even more amazingly, I found that I could masturbate her by repeatedly inserting and then withdrawing my fingers from her vagina. Such was the extent of my sexual arousal that I did that which was the most taboo of all: I bent down over her as close as I could get and pressed my penis up against her vaginal slit. Her lips spread apart and my penis began to enter her vagina. With further thrusts, my penis fully penetrated her. All of this all happened in a matter of seconds. Natural instinct for procreation then took over and I began to have sexual intercourse with her. I was no longer just cuddling my mother the way I sometimes do. Finally, I did the one last taboo act: I inseminated her. So with my semen now inside her, I covered her with blankets and left.
Mom never seemed to be aware that I had taken advantage of her that night. And the fact that she was only slightly more than forty when I inseminated her, there was a chance that she might have gotten pregnant. I worry about this a lot even now. After all, my semen did remain in her vagina for the balance of the night and that is several hours. I also feel bad that I had sex with her without her prior approval. Anyways, getting it off my chest might help, I hope.
My mother had gone out with a couple of girl friends and had returned home late. They must have gone to a bar or something because I noticed that she was quite drunk. Mom doesn't drink much and when she does, it hits her hard. Seeing that she wasn't steady on her feet, I helped her to her bedroom and left. My dad must have been on one of his business trips because he wasn't around as I recall. So Mom and I were home alone.
Later that night, I decided to check on her before going to bed. Mom and I have a very loving relationship and we cuddle occasionally when watching TV. I wanted make sure that she was all right. I had just taken a shower and was wearing my PJ's. As I peeked into her bedroom, I saw that she was lying on her back with one leg almost dangling over the side. She was wearing only a petticoat and her panties were on the floor. She was naked from the waste down. I had seen Mom's bare breasts before but never her genitals. I just stood there staring and staring. I became so sexually aroused that I pulled out my penis which was thick and hard by now and began to masturbate. As I approached her closely, I did the unthinkable and gently stroked her vaginal lips with my fingers. Amazingly, I discovered that I could spread her lips apart and insert my fingers into her vagina. Even more amazingly, I found that I could masturbate her by repeatedly inserting and then withdrawing my fingers from her vagina. Such was the extent of my sexual arousal that I did that which was the most taboo of all: I bent down over her as close as I could get and pressed my penis up against her vaginal slit. Her lips spread apart and my penis began to enter her vagina. With further thrusts, my penis fully penetrated her. All of this all happened in a matter of seconds. Natural instinct for procreation then took over and I began to have sexual intercourse with her. I was no longer just cuddling my mother the way I sometimes do. Finally, I did the one last taboo act: I inseminated her. So with my semen now inside her, I covered her with blankets and left.
Mom never seemed to be aware that I had taken advantage of her that night. And the fact that she was only slightly more than forty when I inseminated her, there was a chance that she might have gotten pregnant. I worry about this a lot even now. After all, my semen did remain in her vagina for the balance of the night and that is several hours. I also feel bad that I had sex with her without her prior approval. Anyways, getting it off my chest might help, I hope.
