I hate my neighbor Hector not just because I hate his name, not because he is a peeping tom, not because he and his wife are very nice to me since my boyfriend left me last year, not because he smokes a stinky cigar and not because he's old and ugly. The reason I hate him is because of the way I have become a shameless exhibitionist. His house is about fifty yards in back of mine and his reason for coming in my yard at night is to make sure I am safe since I now live alone. That what he tells me and his wife when we are together. My house is a two bedroom ranch house and my master bath and bedroom are on the north side where he always enters my yard and where there are 5 bushes close to the house. Last year when my boyfriend took off I suspected Hector was peeking in my windows but wasn't sure until around this time last July when I saw him walking back to his house. The way the bushes line up on the side I was never worried about anyone being able to see into my bathroom or bedroom. A few days later when outside I saw a cigar butt almost directly under my bathroom window and thats when I was convince Hector was peeping in at me. I wasn't sure how long he had been doing it and began to wonder if he did when my boyfriend was still here. To my astonishment it did anger me to an extent but I also had mixed feeling about him seeing me naked or taking a shower. The thought of embarrassment was present but also a feeling I can't really explain except it was kind of stimulating trying to picture Hector seeing me naked and wondering how much it aroused him or if he masturbated watching me. I've been living here 3 years and Hector and his whole family have been friends and good neighbors. I know his grown children well, go shopping with his wife and have had them for dinner as well as being invited to there house for dinner and all the cookouts they have. I see and talk to him and his wife a few times a week and act the same as usual even though I am 100% sure Hector sees me naked on an average of twice a week or more. He is so convinced to himself I don't know about it he mentions things with his wife present like how he checked my yard last night or tells me I can feel safe since he checks my property for me some nights and even when I'm not home. Since last July I have become obsessed with exposing myself to Hector and any modesty I had is totally gone by now. I haven't changed the curtains on my windows but do make sure there is plenty of space for him to be able to see inside clearly and more often than ever have the window up slightly to enhance his view. For some reason it seems I can always count on Hector being out there on Tuesday and Thursday nights and know on Tuesday his wife always goes to bingo at the fire hall. I'm not sure why its always Thursdays but he also comes on other random nights when I'm not sure if he is outside. I sit in my mud room some times looking for him to come in my yard and its almost like clock work on the two nights I mentioned.

The first month or better that I knew he was watching me I would undress, shower and basically go around naked which each time caused more arousal than the previous time. I did masturbate a few times but admit that did embarrass me slightly knowing he could easily see me. Each time I knew he was watching me I would become more brazen of how I exposed myself to him. By September last year I began shaving my pubic hair with the feeling that I would be more naked without it. I also began masturbating with a dildo I have had for a long time and also in September bought a vibrator which I now use almost every time I masturbate even when Hector isn't outside. When I am sure Hector is watching me masturbate I become so aroused I orgasm many times. He not only sees me having them I'm sure he can hear me moaning since I have no shame left. I have also began to penetrate myself anally at times using either the vibrator or dildo and this is something I have never done before. Most of the time I masturbate in my bedroom but still do while in the shower sometimes. When I masturbate in the bedroom I am laying down most of the time but often am on my knees bent over giving Hector a view from the rear. Hector has seen me in ways and positions no other man in my life has seen me and I find it hard to believe that I have no remorse or humiliation for the way I behave knowing he is watching my every move. I have become so obnoxious and immoral that I have changed tampons knowing he is watching me and have also used the toilet knowing he is peering in. The most immodest thing I have done has been to give my self an enema. I have only done this 3 times so far and I bend over the toilet seat and insert it knowing he is right at the window. When I'm at work, especially on Tuesdays and Thursdays, I think to myself how I can expose myself more and what else I could possibly do to arouse what has turned out to be a fetish. For many months I have been shaving my pubic hair at the sink because it is closer to the window and Hector. I put my foot up on the sink or toilet seat only to expose my vagina more to him which is so arousing to me when I do that. I have become an exhibitionist slut since I've know Hector watches me but love every minute of it. There isn't much else I can do since he has witnessed every possible pleasure or abuse that I have done to my body. I am always aroused from start to finish and constantly think how Hector reacts to my nudity and the way I expose myself and masturbate for him. I would like to know if he masturbates when watching me but thats something I'll never know. His opinion of me must be bad and by now he must think I am a sex attic or worse. He doesn't treat me any differently than he did years ago and I still get along well with him, his wife and family. I haven't dated since my boyfriend left and so far my sexual needs have been satisfied by Hectors constant arrival at my windows. I not only look forward to it but plan for it having everything I'll need handy by the time he gets to my yard. I was never the timid type when it came to my body but I never exposed myself anywhere near the way I do for Hector and only remember two times that my boyfriend ever saw me masturbate. No one has ever seen me masturbate with sex toys, no one has ever watched me change tampons, and absolutely no one has ever seen me give myself an enema, except Hector.