I don't like getting older. I actually hate it. I feel like I'm losing my looks so fast. Lots of people say I look "great for my age" which is nice but I miss my younger self. I miss being carefree and being able to turn an eye just by showing up. Lately I've been having sex with random younger men. They say nice things, make me feel attractive and they are sexy as hell and they get hard and stay hard. I was never into casual sex until recently and was even very judgmental about it but I'm know what I would have called a slut before. It turns out I love sex and the attention I get from younger guys. They treat me like an object which in a relationship sucks but when I'm just getting fucked it's mind blowing. I've fucked over twenty guys since March and the need for it gets worse and worse, I think about young guys constantly. I go out, find a guy, fuck, wake up satisfied and by that night I'm thinking about the next guy I want to fuck. It's like I've developed a second personality. I had sex last night with a twenty year old guy for the forth time who keeps offering to set me up for sex with guys he knows. I'm going to ask him to set me up with someone I really need this.