Straight Male / 36
Basically when I was 17-18 I developed sexual feelings for my own mom . Told no one ditnt confront her about them . We were close when I was that age for example walk around the house in our under ware in the mornings and when we were away at weddings in hotels or visiting family sleep in the same bed with our under on at all times even have pillow talk . But never crossed the line for any thing . But to get to the point of my guilt when I was was 21 I went out drinking celebrating my birthday when I came home I went up to bed got my usual huge erection she said in to me on the way up to bed are you ok I said wait there I actually have some thing to show you I came out into the hall way with my underwear on . But within a split second pulled them down showing her my huge erection . She looked at me shocked and said ah no no and started to back away as she did I asked her for one touch on it she said no and went back down stairs and locked her self into the bathroom I went to bed fell asleep . The next morning she said it to me I pretended my drink wad spiked and had no memory of it at all . She never ever mentioned it again that is now 20 years ago but still feel slightly guiltey about the whole thing . I guess some moms are purefaculatley happy for me to see her in bra and underwear and for me to to just wear underwear. And to love me to bits but no sex. But many if I went about it differently I may have got the odd little hand job or Blow or an odd feel
