I read a lot on confession sites but only once about a year ago did I ever write anything. What I did write about at the time was how after many years of marriage I began masturbating again. On another site I read last week about a lady who was fascinated taking care of a really young guy who was not circumcised. I'll be 60 in 3 weeks and although that woman was much younger than I it was odd to me because I'm in the same sort of situation. I have become obsessed with caring for a young man who is also not circumcised. Aaron is 24 years old and was badly burned in a garage while working on a car. The fire caused extensive damage to his arms and hands where he has lost several fingers. His chest was also burnt bad and the left side of his neck, head and face were also severely burned losing a portion of his ear. He spent almost 3 months in a burn unit and when he finally came home his mother hired me to care for him Monday thru Fridays. I did used to work in a nursing home but never had the responsibility of taking care of such a young man in such an intimate way. He needs assistance for almost everything in including me feeding him tending to his toilet needs and bathing him. I've been taking care of him now for close to 5 months and it was evident at the start Aron was very humiliated being naked in front of me especially when I bathed him. The first thing I noticed was that he had never been circumcised and I had never seen a guy who wasn't circumcised. Until I read that other woman's story I thought it was just me who was aroused each time I washed his genitals especially while exposing the head of his penis. At the very start I think Aaron was to mortified to get an erection as I washed him but after a few weeks he now gets a full erection every time and his erect penis has to be at least 10 inches. The first time he did get hard he was noticeably embarrassed and before he had a chance to say anything I spoke first and told him it was nothing to be shy about and that at his age is a normal reaction. All he said was that he couldn't help it happening. From that point on I selfishly caused him to get erections close often to almost be masturbating him which I have never finished not wanting him to ejaculate in front of me. He thinks I am a professional caregiver which I certainly am not. By the time I am done washing him and dressing him in clean pajamas I am totally aroused. When I leave his room I usually masturbate in his mothers room after locking the door and stripping down naked. My orgasms are so strong I have to be careful not to make much noise and usually turn on the TV. For months now I have total control over Aaron especially when I bathe him. He allows me to position him anyway I want and take full advantage of looking at his naked body. I intentionally spend time washing his scrotum and turn him over cleaning his rear and anal area. As soon as I began touching him he get an erection and I keep washing his penis and scrotum until he has a full erection. I would like to masturbate him but am afraid to go to that extent. I am not sure how or with what hand he does but I am sure he masturbates often after I leave his room. Not that I have seen him masturbate but I often see semen stains on his sheets. So far including that other woman I read that makes two of us now that are intrigued and aroused by an uncircumcised penis