Bi-Sexual Male / 44
I am fucked up and i dont know what to do.
Ever since i reached puberty ive been a secret perv. I constantly think about sex, being naked, and just about every freak ass role i could possible experience.
You see im a mid age guy with a tall tone tan body, skinny but hot as hell.
I could have it all if i were a woman, or willing to live as a bi or gay twink. Im gorgeous. Ive never been with a guy or even had a threesome in any sense, but i constantly fantisize about being a porn star in demand.
I know the only way that would happen succesfully is if i agreed to do anything at all on film.
Im 5'11", 180 tone pounds, with a tight little virgin ass comperable to the hottest supermodle and i like to show it off.
My hair is long bleached blonde and down to my ass. I shave my body hair smooth from the neck down and sunbathe nude, spraying my spread ass hole with peroxide and tanning it with my arched up back spread wide facing the sun about an hour each sunny day.
I work hard and make decent money as much as possible, with the only drawback being having to wear clothes while doing so even though i go skimpy ass possible in summer heat.
I drink every day, mostly beer or mixed drinks, rarely hard liquor and never strait, but admit im a lush.
I try to eat healthy and drink water and coffee instead of sugary crap otherwise but admit i like to smoke rock as my intertainment and leave all other drugs alone, though ive tried lots.
Dont shoot anything, i hate those who do and try to stay clear of them.
Anyway getting back to my stupidity, I am a closet smoker because i can
Im very reclusive since ive had my privacy living alone for 7 years now.
I used to be sociable and lived in many different places with all kinds of people coming and going.
For years id smoke and drink sociably and ultimately be uncompfortable every time never being myself around the others. Couldnt wait for everyone to leave so i could get naked and pretend to be a freak ho bitch boy slave by myself.
The last two times i got high with people a few years back, i went to a party house with a friend after drinking all day in the summer heat and smoked good crack with him and the couple living there.
It was a fat guy and a hot little short sexy cougar who obviously loved to get high and fuck.
The fatso was her "man" though so nothing could go on while he was there.
I remember being drunk as hell wearing only thin breathable short shorts and sandels in middle of hot summer as we all sat around the kitchen table doing shots and blasts for a while, when i suddenly hit the point of no return.
Everyone was broke and totaly fucking high and numb drunk nut i still had a couple c notes left so i ordered an 8 ball and split it giving half for the others to share and half for myself.
The place was well lit throughout and i did a monster blast which put me in the freak zone. My dick was shrunk to a scared little bump head nub, but i didnt care cause all i could think about being soooo high is getting naked and not caring what anyone thought, willing to do anything they would ask.
I got up from the table and walked to the well lit hall a few feet away in full view of 2guys and the girl and took off my boxer shorts which was all i had on, exposing my teeny scared nub dick and my shaved ass and balls sporting a golden no tan line tan.
I stood there and did another monster blast right under the bright hall light and my nub felt like a throbbing clit ass my twitching ass hole longed to be pounded by anything big lubed and hard.
I started playing with my nipples and running my fingers through my long silky hair like a comb as i swayed and slowly jirated and jiggled my tight little horney ass slapping clawing and spreading my own cheeks while premiscuosly requesting to be spanked, tied up, and violently gangfucked doggystyle and glazed in sperm.
The guys didnt respond as they obviosly were freaked out and couldnt get hard even if they wanted to fuck the shit out of me at the time.
I led V. down the hall by the arm promising her hits to humor me with little resistance but to ocassionally assure fatso that she was deneying my requests.
I kept doing massive blasts with her and trying everything but she wouldnt submit with fatso in the house.
I did 2 giant blasts in a row and asked her to do small dick humiliation on me and hip my ass with a switch while stating that i was so high and horney that i would lick and tounge fuck her ass and pussy raw while fatso fucked me like a pig, and id like to be her ass to mouth bitch swallowing fatsos load or sucking it out of her ass.
Then i took 2 more back to back blasts, walked out to the kitchen leading her by the hand, took a footlong cucumber out of the fridge and crammed it in my ass as i bent over the table in front of the men.
GOD THAT FEELS SOOOO GOOD, i screamed!
Im ready to suck your cocks, lick your balls, swallow your loads, be facefucked, and pounded in my ass till im too sore to walk while she films it all.
Then i want to eat out your ass holes while your DPing her and suck the fucking c**t and ass glaze off your raw cocks while she shoots her jizz in my face. TO BE CONTINUED!
Ever since i reached puberty ive been a secret perv. I constantly think about sex, being naked, and just about every freak ass role i could possible experience.
You see im a mid age guy with a tall tone tan body, skinny but hot as hell.
I could have it all if i were a woman, or willing to live as a bi or gay twink. Im gorgeous. Ive never been with a guy or even had a threesome in any sense, but i constantly fantisize about being a porn star in demand.
I know the only way that would happen succesfully is if i agreed to do anything at all on film.
Im 5'11", 180 tone pounds, with a tight little virgin ass comperable to the hottest supermodle and i like to show it off.
My hair is long bleached blonde and down to my ass. I shave my body hair smooth from the neck down and sunbathe nude, spraying my spread ass hole with peroxide and tanning it with my arched up back spread wide facing the sun about an hour each sunny day.
I work hard and make decent money as much as possible, with the only drawback being having to wear clothes while doing so even though i go skimpy ass possible in summer heat.
I drink every day, mostly beer or mixed drinks, rarely hard liquor and never strait, but admit im a lush.
I try to eat healthy and drink water and coffee instead of sugary crap otherwise but admit i like to smoke rock as my intertainment and leave all other drugs alone, though ive tried lots.
Dont shoot anything, i hate those who do and try to stay clear of them.
Anyway getting back to my stupidity, I am a closet smoker because i can
Im very reclusive since ive had my privacy living alone for 7 years now.
I used to be sociable and lived in many different places with all kinds of people coming and going.
For years id smoke and drink sociably and ultimately be uncompfortable every time never being myself around the others. Couldnt wait for everyone to leave so i could get naked and pretend to be a freak ho bitch boy slave by myself.
The last two times i got high with people a few years back, i went to a party house with a friend after drinking all day in the summer heat and smoked good crack with him and the couple living there.
It was a fat guy and a hot little short sexy cougar who obviously loved to get high and fuck.
The fatso was her "man" though so nothing could go on while he was there.
I remember being drunk as hell wearing only thin breathable short shorts and sandels in middle of hot summer as we all sat around the kitchen table doing shots and blasts for a while, when i suddenly hit the point of no return.
Everyone was broke and totaly fucking high and numb drunk nut i still had a couple c notes left so i ordered an 8 ball and split it giving half for the others to share and half for myself.
The place was well lit throughout and i did a monster blast which put me in the freak zone. My dick was shrunk to a scared little bump head nub, but i didnt care cause all i could think about being soooo high is getting naked and not caring what anyone thought, willing to do anything they would ask.
I got up from the table and walked to the well lit hall a few feet away in full view of 2guys and the girl and took off my boxer shorts which was all i had on, exposing my teeny scared nub dick and my shaved ass and balls sporting a golden no tan line tan.
I stood there and did another monster blast right under the bright hall light and my nub felt like a throbbing clit ass my twitching ass hole longed to be pounded by anything big lubed and hard.
I started playing with my nipples and running my fingers through my long silky hair like a comb as i swayed and slowly jirated and jiggled my tight little horney ass slapping clawing and spreading my own cheeks while premiscuosly requesting to be spanked, tied up, and violently gangfucked doggystyle and glazed in sperm.
The guys didnt respond as they obviosly were freaked out and couldnt get hard even if they wanted to fuck the shit out of me at the time.
I led V. down the hall by the arm promising her hits to humor me with little resistance but to ocassionally assure fatso that she was deneying my requests.
I kept doing massive blasts with her and trying everything but she wouldnt submit with fatso in the house.
I did 2 giant blasts in a row and asked her to do small dick humiliation on me and hip my ass with a switch while stating that i was so high and horney that i would lick and tounge fuck her ass and pussy raw while fatso fucked me like a pig, and id like to be her ass to mouth bitch swallowing fatsos load or sucking it out of her ass.
Then i took 2 more back to back blasts, walked out to the kitchen leading her by the hand, took a footlong cucumber out of the fridge and crammed it in my ass as i bent over the table in front of the men.
GOD THAT FEELS SOOOO GOOD, i screamed!
Im ready to suck your cocks, lick your balls, swallow your loads, be facefucked, and pounded in my ass till im too sore to walk while she films it all.
Then i want to eat out your ass holes while your DPing her and suck the fucking c**t and ass glaze off your raw cocks while she shoots her jizz in my face. TO BE CONTINUED!
