First of all, I do love my wife, I really do. I think we are too different to be married though. I am into so much crazy kinky sex things she has absolutely no idea about. She's such a prude. Our sex is like old people, and I'm not ready for that. I just want so much more.
I can't leave though. We have a beautiful daughter who is the most important thing in my life. Im so afraid she would take her away from me if I left. I couldn't live with visitations. The thought of not seeing her everyday makes me sick, literally.
So I'm stuck. No way out that I know of.


