My husband is a tractor trailer driver and away from home from 3 to 5 days every week but always home on weekends. I have a neighbor across the street from me who I got well aquainted with. Dave is 58 and for the longest time we just talked and had each other for lunch once or twice a week. He would rub my shoulders sometimes and often asked if he could massage me and I did know he is a physical therapist and worked night work at the hospital. I knew his wife before they seperated and she is a nurse who works at the same hospital. I began letting him rub me down which was innocent enough at the start but over a period of a year or so he first began rubbing me down under my top and convinced me to wear shorts all the time. I enjoyed it so much I began letting him massage me while in my bra and panties and all the sudden instead of just liking the massage I would become aroused by how he did it. I just felt at ease with him and it has become a sexual turn on for me and I not only started allowing him to massage me naked but he began masturbating me without me ever objecting to it. Its usually twice a week now and always starts with the massage and by the time he starts rubbing my breasts and inner thighs I am totally turned on. My orgasms are uncontrolable and over time he not only penitrates me vaginally but also annally using warm oil. In a period of about a year and a half it went from innocent shoulder massages to nude massages and masturbation. We have never had intercouse but about six months ago I started masturbating him onece he was done with me. I did tell him I didn't want to have intercouse with him and he agreed it was ok not to since he also knows my husband well. I know Dave manipualted me in ways but I never tried to stop any of it. It took a long time before I was actually naked mainly since it was a little less clothes over and over. I can't remember ever being embarrassed in front of Dave and just love the way he massages me. I love my husband but I have no intentiuon of giving up the massages I get once or twice a week from Dave. Over the yaers I suspect my husband has cheated on me a few times so I have no guilt as to what I am doing.