hello everybody . i am tabitha a gay man who also loves crossdressing in womens lingerie panties and bras dresses and makeup . i have been gay and crossdressing in to a woman since i was eight yrs old . i put on my first pair of panties and bras at eight yrs old , later i put on dresses and makeup and perfumes my mom had. till i got cought whenever i was 14 . i was severely beaten by my father for it but he cought me having sex with my first boyfriend while wearing my mothers wedding dress and high heels . then i was made dress and act as a woman afterwards for 2yrs because of it . i even was sent off to for it . i guess they thought it would change me . but it didn't . my therapist told me if being gay and crossdressing in to a woman made me happy that i was the only one who had to accept it and be true to myself as a gay man and a crossdresser . and i am . but someday i am going to have a sexchange in to a woman i am inside so everybody will have to see me happy as a woman inside out . boyz i cannot wait . love tabitha