It's been more than two years now but he shame of it never ends. I had my testicles removed by a very revengeful woman I used to work with. she's in jail now but her payback is still going on. I live in a small town. I work with people who know that I've been neutered. I've learned just how cruel and crude people can be. People talk about the video she made of me. I know there are copies of it still around. It's hard when you find out that someone you know just couldn't resist watching me get snipped with a pair of scissors. Most people side with her. They think I got what I deserved, even my ex-wife sides with her. People say she tamed me and maybe she did but she's not the hero that people make her out to be. How can a woman be a hero just because she neuters someone? I hate her. I wish she was in jail for life. She held my testicles in front of my face and told me they were hers. She showed them off to her friends. She made sure that I'll never get over it. I am the biggest idiot on earth. I let her blackmail me and I let her tie up because I never knew what it was going to lead to until she brought out the scissors. I'm the joke of the town now and I can't leave because of my family.