It's a simple confession really. I went out side to have a smoke before bed one night and while I was out there I decided to haul my trash can out to the curb instead of doing it in the morning like I usually do. I start walking towards my backyard where we keep the garbage can and I noticed one of my neighbor's lights on in one of the bedrooms. Well curiosity kills the cat they say. I looked around and figured no one would see me taking a peek. Our houses are pretty close together. It's also dark between the houses.

I did my special forces ops operation in quietly sneaking up to my neighbor's house. I slowly raised my head to where I could see in the window. It was my neighbor's son's room. Jake is probably seventeen. He was probably getting ready for bed. Nothing too exciting to see or going on. I decided to sneak back over to my yard before anyone caught me.

Just as I was about to turn away I noticed Jake lock his door. This caught my attention. I looked around again then peered back inside. I moved so that I could see through the broken blind that was hanging on his window. Now I could totally see what was going on. He went to his closet and pulled out what looked like a magazine. He pulled it out from underneath a box.

He then turned the knob on his door to make sure it was locked I guess. Then he started undressing. I really should have left but I was in too deep already. He has his back to me but it was pretty obvious what he was doing. He appeared to be stroking it, if you know what I mean. He put his magazine on the bed and stood up while he stroked with his right hand and started touching his ass and balls with the other. I kind of chuckled to myself.

He then crawled up on the bed on his hands and knees. He was looking at his magazine as he reached back and started fingering his ass. I didn't know whether to throw up or laugh. He only did this a few moments then he turned on his back, closed his eyes and started whacking it fast. I could see him cumming all over himself. He laid there afterwards and rubbed it all over his belly and chest. My confession is that I just then realized that I had a hard on. Am I'm not even gay! He is a good looking kid with a nice build and all but not my thing. He's your cute, young all american boy next door.

The real shocker came when he got up to get a towel out of his laundry basket in his closet. I looked on the bed at his magazine and it was a male porn magazine. I want to say it was blue boy or blue tomboy or something like that. I was shocked. I never knew.

It was kind of distirbing afterwards. Now when I see him out in his driveway playing basketball or out mowing his lawn, those images pop in my head. I can't tell anyone because they'll want to know why I was being a peeping tom. Or why I watched the whole thing.

I've begun to notice his light on more in the evenings and I've always been tempted to take another peek but I don'' really want to see something I'll regret later. If I didn't see it for myself, I would have never thought he was that way. I don't shun him or think anything less of him, it was just all very surprising, to say the least.

Now whenever he brings a friend over I always think, is he with him. Are they doing ‘it' in there. But I like him and don't want to embarasse him in any way. Of course I don't know how long I'll be able to tame this curiosity either.

(names have been changed to protect the innocent)