I am a married woman whose sales territory requires frequent overnight travel. My husband is a sweet man that I love dearly and he treats me great.

I have always had a problem being by myself, even as a young teenage girl. When I am away I feel weak and tempted to give in to flirtatious advances from men. Although I have never had intercourse with a another man since I have been married, I do let strangers do other things to me. Usually it end up with a man masterbating on me. I cannot help myself. I usually think of these men when I am making love to my husband.

Are there other people out there like me?