I used to live with my uncle when I was a kid. My mom passed away when I was a few months old and my dad left before I was born. My grandma raised me until she got sick. I was 11 when I movved in with my uncle. Where my confession comes in is, when I was about 12 until I was aroud 16, my uncle would take advantage of me while I was asleep. I remember the first time I woke up during, I was still sleepy and didn't look at my uncle or anything, but I could feel him moving my hand back and forth rubbing something hard and warm. I figured out what it was the next time it happened. So what I eventually came to have happen to me about once a week, was my uncle sneaking into my room, pulling the covers down, lifting my nighty, and putting his cock in my hand and jerking off like that. I really wasn't bothered bt the whole ordeal. Other then feeling tired, it didn't matter to me. I know that sounds odd, but when I think back, I didn't really care. That is untill I started having my own sexual thoughts. Then I was excited to feel him in my hand. I was probably 13 or 14 when I wanted to see it more. I used to sneak into his room at times and look at it in his sleep. Sometimes it was small and soft, and other times it was much larger, thicker and way longer. I even saw him masturbate many times. I actually saw him ejaculate on many occassions. I remember one time when he was in my room, and I was suppose to be asleep, I took over rubbing it for him, and he actually came on my bed. I found many sites on his computer that he had visited and they were mostly 'neice', 'underage' and 'daughter' sites. I know he was wrong for doing it, and he shouldn't have taken advantage of me like that, but I feel like I took advantage of him too. I still see him but I'm married, 2 kids and haven't lived with him for about 14 years now. I often masturbate to the memories of his cock. It is still to this day the largest I've seen. Now, maybe it was because I was smaller, but I like the fantasy that he would let me touch his large cock. My sex life is great, and I'm not messed up by this in any way. I just had to write a true confession from this perspective. I'm sure there are a lot of fake ones written by men with this fantasy.