My boyfriend had this massive collection of pornographic videos in his closet. When he wasn't home, I would watch a bunch and just beat off like a fiend, then put them back.

He would ask me to watch them with him as foreplay and I'd pull this, "Ugh gross" act with him, I don't really know why. I guess I thought that enjoying them was whorish and I didn't want him to think I was a whore.

Some day I'll come out of this closet.