I ended up getting in big trouble at work and my boss found out about it and confronted me just as I was leaving. He knew that I really need this job and was using that to his advantage, blackmailing me into sleeping with him to keep it. I was freaking out and told him I'd think about it.

I ended up talking to my boyfriend about it. There was no way I wanted to fuck my boss but I needed this job or else I'd have to move back with my parents and I didn't want to lose my relationship. He... was upset about it but he told me to go ahead with it. I called up my boss and told him I'd sleep with him to keep myself out of trouble.

Next day I had to go over to his place and we did it. He didn't leave a single hole on me untouched and he refused to use a condom through all of it. I was there for over an hour and most of it was spent fucking. And I enjoyed it... he had a big dick, he knew how to last and he knew what to do to make me feel good and I enjoyed every bit of it. I felt like a horrible person afterwards, like I was nothing more than a useless whore, but it didn't change the fact that the sex was great.

Me and my boyfriend had a tough time with each other after that; he avoided me for a while. I kept my job, though my boss keeps dropping hints he's willing to have another go... and I seriously entertained the thought. I even fantasized about it happening again. I managed to make things up to my boyfriend and we're still happy together, but I... really want to have sex with someone else again, and have my boyfriend share me, even if it means letting him go at it with another girl. I know it's wrong to think that way but the fantasy and the memory gets me so horny... I'm seriously considering approaching him about it.