God I dream about balding men with hairy chests fucking me, sliding their huge cocks inside me feeling myself clenching around there huge meaty cocks begging them to fill me with there hot cum.
Yes I need a man to fuck me
OK what is the best possible scenario for you? Your wife makes your her sissy slut and give you sissy training. She gives you lots of dildos. I see her coaching you to enjoy and embrace this sissy side of you. I see her encouraging you to become more and more feminine. You always wear sissy panties and walk around the house relaxed with your stockings and garterbelt with your panties. This needs to be normal every day for you. You love your wife and eat her pussy and fuck her real good while you have a butt plug harness on. You open up fully and share all your hopes and dreams with her and show her how much a very special part of your fantasy she is with you. Yes you need cock but you want her feminine touch in your life too. I strongly suggest some type of support group so you can start living your life and stop hiding.
There's nothing wrong with enjoying life let yourself go!
I'm the same way too! Enjoy