I'm a 44 y/o closet queer. I love dressing up in my wife's sexy lingerie when she is not home. I also enjoy riding the biggest dildo I can find while watching anal porn. I got hornier and hornier and wanted more. I am 2 yrs separated now and have a GF who knows how kinky I am and strapon fucks me and gives me sissy training. Are there any bi men out there who have been down the same road? I want to know where will I end up? I love being all sissified in a french maid uniform. She use to help me with my fantasy now she is afraid I am too far into it! What is going on? What should I do? I am not the one night stand type guy and want a serious relationship but I am so very kinky. I have turned way down all my kinky desires for now but am very very kinky for my old way of life. So you all know I was so happy on my knee sucking a big 10 inch strapon completely dressed in pink Hello Kitty sleep wear my girl laid out for me. I only wanted more! Am I correct that quite a few girls actually like this? Thoughts? PS I've was raped at 14 and loved all the oral and anal. I've tried MMM 3'somes, gay sex all dressed up, slept with TS and sucked their dick and took in in the ass. I've met men in adult book store glory holes. I feel I've fully explored my gay side. I enjoy it but have not sound an other guy as fun as me. Thoughts?