I am a married woman and i love my husband and kids very much but i really love women i think im bisexual but if i had to choose i would choose women and i always flirt with women when my husband is not around. I masturbate to pictues of women that they send me or that i take and he does not know. im want a woman so bad sooooooooooo bad i feel so guilty i cant hurt him and my children so what do i do.