My father took off when I 5, my two sisters were Amanda, 8 and Carlie, 10 and my brother Joel was 13. Carlie and Joel have the same father but Amanda and I have different fathers. I'm 20 now and the only one to graduate High School and am in community college now. My mother still works everyday but still drinks a lot and runs around with men all the time. There was never any modesty in our house and the word privacy never existed. Nudity around each other was an everyday occurance and my sisters bathed me because my mother was always out. I don't know how many times I caught my siblings masturbating even before I knew what they were doing. I also heard and saw my mother having sex with various men over the years and just last Saturday night saw her and some guy I don't know sound asleep and naked in her bed. Even I had no concept of modesty and I'm sure my sisters helped making me that way. They would let their girlfriends in while I was getting a bath. I can't recall if it embarrassed me at the time but I became so used to my sisters friends seeing me naked I had no shame of it. By the time I was 10 or 11 I still had no inhabitions about who saw me undressed whether it be my mother sisters, or brother, simply because I continued seeing them naked or in their underware all the time. I can't explain it but it was like, so what or who cares. I was 11 or 12 when I began masturbating and finally started knowing what sex was. That is when things changed for me, instead of being embarrassed when my sisters friends saw me naked it began to arouse me. Joel moved to Myrtle Beach and still works there today. I am in our house with three screwed up females now and I am also screwed up. I still see them naked and they never care what they are wearing when I'm around but I am the same way. Last month I saw my mother naked three times and she is dating two different men right now. Amanda and Carlie I see naked often and if not in there underware or some other type of revealing outfit. Both have caught me masturbating more times than I'm willing to admit but it doesn't matter because I see them doing it also. I have seen Amanda having sex with her boyfriend a few times and Carlie is Gay. I work part time and go to school but when I'm home I am always in my underware or naked and it doesn't matter if my sisters friends are there. It depends on my mood at the time but I often appear naked in front of their friends and can't imagine what they all think of my family, including my mother. My sisters friends only smile or laugh when I walk around naked and I have absolutly no inhabitions about it. When I was young it didn't happen but ever since I was about 12 I began getting an erection everytime the other girls would look at me naked. I suppose I'm an exibitionist now and my mother, sisters and their girlfriends still consider me a kid. Its rare when my mother is sober but even when she is there is never anything said about my nudity. I don't have a girlfriend but have had sex 6 times. I would say some of my sisters friends see me naked 2 to 5 times every week. It doesn't arouse me when my sisters see me naked but only when the other girls do. I masturbate everyday, sometimes more than once. Some of my sisters friends cut me up and tell me I have a tiny penis but I know it is at least a normal size and don't care what they say. Needless to say my families reputation isn't very good and there are people in town who don't speak to my mother at all. Amanda has friends over all the time and so does Carlie. Amanda's friends I think are all straight but most of Carlies friends are gay which don't matter to me. As strange as it may sound I get along very well with my sisters and they never get mad at me when their friends see me naked. There are three of my mothers friends who have also seen me naked many times but they are her friends from the bar and I don't give a damn what they think of me. They must have said something about it to my mother over the years but I doubt if my mother cares. Aside from many of Amanda or Carlies friends who saw me masturbating one of my mothers friends saw me two days ago. I know she was drunk because she just stood there watching me and smiled at me. Nothing in my house is normal. We never have dinner and everyone has to fend for themselves. Amanda is pregnant and Carlie is on drugs pretty bad. The house is always a mess except for my room. Nobody seems to care about anything and I don't either anymore. Somedays when I feel like it I just go around naked all day and don't care who comes and goes. I'm as bad or worse than the rest of them and all their friends must know how disfunctional me and my family are.