I met this guy at work. Normally, people don't phase me. I walk around in a fog. Don't notice anyone. But I noticed this guy notice me. And we noticed each other for about two days. And then I walked right up to him on day three and introduced myself. Just like that. He shook my hand. Big hands.

He's beautiful.

We talked, he asked me to lunch. I swooned. My heart soared. And then I told him timing really stinks for me right now and I can't have lunch with him. It still feels like cheating. Even if it technically isn't.