I started wearing my sisters panties when I was eleven, she was ten so her panties were too small but I pulled them up anyway and stretched them out. I preferred the ones that had small designs on them, strawberries or flowers, in pink or other pastel colors. Later when I got older I started to get aroused in her panties and sooner than later I started to ejaculate in them and hide them under my bed.
All through high school I wore girl panties under my clothes, my mother bought them in packs of six because I ruined them regularly when I ejaculated in them and the elastic wore out pretty quick. I liked tight panties, always with designs on them, and little bows helped a lot. I liked to prance in them in front of the bathroom mirror after I showered for the night and masturbate in them against a pillow at night.
Fast forward to growing up. I have that one fetish, I wear panties. I shop for them now, I usually shop at Walmart or Target, I by them in packs, I like soft cotton panties and I get erections all the time. I was talking to this black woman at work one day and she asked me if I had a secret. She told me her secret which wasn't all that bad and I told her mine. After that she helped me buy panties and wanted to see me with them on. She wore very tight panties and she liked to have me rub my hands all over her ass and up and between her legs. She on her part would rub my erection in my panties until I ejaculated. It was a pantie thing. We never had sex, we just bought panties together and wore them for each other.
I was in Boston on a trip and I went to the mall to waste some time and found myself walking around the women's lingerie section, checking out the frilly things they had, picked out a couple of satiny aqua and orange panties and took them up to the counter. The lady at the counter asked me if I was buying those for my wife and I told her no, I was buying them for myself. I paid cash. The thrill of buying selected panties out right and telling the clerk that I was going to wear them gave me an extra boost.
I go to malls far away from the one near my house or work, I go buy panties now at department stores, select them with care and buy them eyeball to eyeball with the clerk. I always pay cash and in a few occasions the topic comes up and I tell the clerk my preferences. One clerk, an older woman told me that there was a store in a strip mall that specialized in women's clothes for men. I didn't know. I don't wear women's clothes, only panties.
