Straight Male / 27
When I was growing up I was very infatuated with the everyone's genitals. I think I was around 5 when this obsession started. I had a male neighbor about my age and we used to go play in a large forest preserve behind our house all the time. We would climb trees and build forts, but he also taught me a game called "suck the nut or kiss the butt." The premise of the game was very simple, when it was your turn, you got to pick if you wanted to kiss the other person's butt cheek, or put you mouth around their penis.
I remember at this age it was much more fun for me to see, touch, and suck on someone else, than it was to be sucked on. One day we went to a public pool and I saw an old guy changing in the locker room buck ass naked and I remember being shocked and excited that I got to see a naked person, that whenever we would go to pools after that, I would pretend to have to go to the bathroom and just walk around the locker hoping to see someone changing or peek past the shower curtains and see if someone was naked.
I was equally obsessed with women's "wiener's" (or so I thought they were called at this point) but didn't seem to have the same access to see them. This changed around the age of about 8 when my neighbor's little sister started to come play in the forest with us, and was eventually introduced to "suck the nut, or kiss the butt." We didnt realize how weird it was at the time, but there was no difference in the rules between the 2 of them and they often chose each other for the nut sucking, or butt kissing. I remember being very surprised at how different her "weiner" was compared to ours. The first time I picked "suck the nut" on her, I remember just latching on like a sucker fish, and wasn't sure what was in my mouth. One thing I started to notice is that she was the first one to actually enjoy being sucked, more than doing the sucking. I was still just obsessed with seeing other people naked, and I remember thinking she was so generous because a lot of times on her turn, she would give one of us her turn if we did "Suck the nut" on her. In hindsight I see why now, she was actually getting a good sensation out of it, where I was just too excited for my next turn.
One time when we were out in the woods while we were playing, we heard a stick crack and noticed a guy walking through the woods that had stopped. I remember we ran through the woods to hide because we were terrified he was going to tell our parents. We didn't play for awhile and every time my parents had something to say to me, I was scared that this mystery man had told on us. One day I was back in the woods by myself and working on a fort of essentially just stacked up sticks, and the same guy was on a walk in the woods again. Looking back I have no idea how old he actually was, I just remember seeing him as an adult. He called out to me and said that he saw me and my friend's playing a game out here a few weeks ago. I was trying to lie and say that it couldn't have been me because I didn't want to get in trouble. To my surprise he said that the game looked like fun. I said "so you aren't going to tell on me?" and he said "not if you play the game with me now." I was stunned and excited because I was going to get to play my favorite game with a new person! I explained the rules and he asked me to show him, so I went first and picked to "suck the nut" as I pretty much always did. I remember him pulling his pants down just a bit and thinking that this had to be the largest dick in the world, because I was used to mine and my friend's tiny ones, even ones in the locker rooms were big, but I had never seen a hard adult. I also thought he had 2 dicks for a moment because of how much bigger, and dangling his balls were. I didn't even have to kneel, just bent over a bit and put his dick into my mouth. After a few seconds I pulled it out and let him know it was his turn. He also had chosen to "suck the nut" I remember the feeling of his tongue licking my dick while it was in his mouth and it was the first time I thought much about the feeling of being the one sucked. On my next turn he told me to just keep going and started to push in and out of my mouth. After a few minutes of this, he quickly pulled his dick out of my mouth and aimed off to the side. I thought he was peeing a white pee, but he was shooting his load onto the forest floor. He told me that meant I was really good at the game. I never saw him again.
My neighbor and his sister realized before I did that it was weird for them to be playing the game together, so that led to us not playing anymore, but on the very rare occasions it was just his sister and I, we would play our old game. At this point I was now only really interested in seeing girls naked anyways.
At the age of about 11 my neighbor had a friend over, and we were playing "the sims" at his house. His friend showed us a cheat code to see people naked and I remember getting so excited by that. His friend also told us about a website called "twisties" if we wanted to see more naked people. The first time I was home alone after hearing about that, I went to the website and I still vividly remember 2 clips that were each about 3 seconds long. One was called "Making due" and it was a girl sitting in her desk chair with a webcam pointed right at her pussy, and she was wiggling a pen around in it. The other was called "Hardcore couple" and it was a chick sitting on a guy, she was facing the webcam, reverse doggy style, and he was just speed thrusting his cock up into her like a jackhammer. Every time I was home alone after that, I would go back to those 2 pages. I would start to play with my dick and wrap a rubber band around it, thinking that would simulate the sensation of the lady's pussy wrapped around my dick. While rubbing it up and down, trying to match the couple in my favorite video, I felt my body lock up and suddenly like I was going to pee. I grabbed it as tight as I could as if I was holding in pee but a bit squirted out. I tried to push the rest back into me by rubbing downward on my dick because I didn't know what just happened.
Another time when I was home alone, I went over to the neighbors to see if the sister was free to work on our secret fort. We pretended to go into the woods, but then went over to my house. I showed her the clip and asked if she wanted to try that out. I remember laying down and was hard as a rock. She started to sit on my like in the video but it wasn't really going into her like we though it would. She tried a second time and just a little bit of the tip slipped in and I remember feeling like I was about to black out, my vision went blurry and I just became a cum volcano shooting right up at the lips of her pussy, she stood up startled and I was just shooting all over my own chest and abs.
After that we actually started having sex whenever we could get alone. When I was 13 and she was 11, we had gotten a bit too into it and didn't hear the garage or that my mom had come home, she walked up into the family room and I was balls deep. I got in huge trouble, the neighbor's didn't let me hang out with their kids anymore, and they moved a year or 2 after that.
