Do you have a secret from your past that you've been dying to share?

This category is all about unburdening yourself of the confessions you've kept hidden since childhood. Share your tales of mischief, rebellion, and discovery. Whether it's a forbidden crush on a teacher, a prank gone wrong, or a stolen kiss with a childhood friend, this category will take you back to the innocent and rebellious days of youth.

Until I was 9 years old my mother would give me a bath every saturday night. She would always remark that I would make a "great husband" some day. I didn't have a clue about what she meant. Pretty dumb, eh?

  • I remember the very first time I jacked-off.

    I had just turned 12 and was doing what my friend had told me about the previous day.

    While laying in bed I slipped my hand into my pajama bottoms and started to fondle my penis. My penis, which was probably only 3" long at that point, started to get erect and was tingling. The more I stroked my penis the more intense the tingling got. Finally, after about 10 minutes, the tingling got so intense I could hardly keep touching it. At that point, I had a dry climax.

    Needless to say, this was only the first time, and certainly not the last!

    How I became a sissy.

    This all started when I was in 4th grade. All the boys in the street used to get together to play in the afternoon when an older boy suggested we go play in an unfinished housing project. Once we got there he suggested the older boys fuck the younger boys. There was initial resistance from us younger boys but the older boys divided & conquered us by choosing one & taking them to their own room. I nervously pulled down my pants & let this older guy fuck me. His cock felt so weird but stimulating in between my butt cheeks. Penetration felt unlike anything I had experienced, almost fulfilling. This continued for maybe 45 mins, till we younger boys swapped older guys. We got fucked for maybe 3 hours & then went home & we never spoke about it.

    A few weeks later while playing at one of the younger boys place the same older boy that suggested we fuck each other started touching my small penis. This caused an erection and if you remember those rock hard 4th grade erection you know it was not going down any time soon. He told me I want to be fucked because I am horny. I resisted while he told the other boys that it is time for fucking again. The other younger boys semingly did not hold up much resistance and proceeded to the back of one of the younger boys wendy house. I watch the other boys get fucked and I pulled down my pants to reveal my girlish curves & all the boys told me I have girl hips. Two of the boys came to grab my ass & told me its soft. Before long I was on my back watching a man pump my sissy ass. Even though I did not consciouly know it, this is the moment I truly became a sissy.

    One of the younger boys, lets call him Matt, were good friends & we had both been fucked by the older boys that lived in our street. This included his older half brother. One afternoon Matt & I were playing at his house when I suggested we try what the older boys did to us and he accepted. He took his pants off to reveal the smallest stub penis I have ever seen. I would say it was less 1.5 inches when hard. He fucked my ass but it left a lot to be desired. His cockhead is the only part I could feel inside me. When it was my turn to fuck him with my 4 inch cock, he gasped as soon as I slid inside him. I thrust his chubby ass as hard as I could while he held in his moans. We took turns fucking each other until our dicks got sore. This would continue for 3 years until high school.

  • The farm
    i was about 8 or 9yo at junior school my best mate was David his dad owned 2 farms 1 just on the outskirts of town the other was in a village 15 miles away,after school we would walk to the farm and play in the hayloft, i was hiding and David`s mum called him to go indoors, i was laying there when into the barn came the farm hand Alan he was a well built man maybe 50yo he sat next to me asked me if i had seen a mans penis before i knew it he had it out it was`nt big but it was bigger than any of my brothers, he asked if i wanted to touch it i said no but the took my hand and put it on him.
    he told me that if i said anything to any body he would tell them that i had been steeling, he moved my hand up and down he started to ged hard and much bigger, his hand was on my leg and trying to get under my short trousers but his hands were to big and my shorts were to tight, he put hid hand on the back of my head and forced it down to his penis telling me to kiss it i was crying forcing it between my lips, i did`nt mean to but i caught him with my teeth he pulled away as he did he came and my neck and my shirt was covered he got up told me not to say anything also to call for David tomorrow (Saturday) he left, i ran all the way home when i got home mum asked what i`d been up to i said some boys had played a game on me, she must have known what i was covered in and sent me to have a bath.
    On the Saturday i went to the farn to knock for David as i walked through the yard Alan called me he told me the whole family had gone to the other farm and would`nt be back till tea time, as i turned to go home Alan grabbed my arm and told me i had to help him in the sheds,i didn't really want to but he wouldn't let me go, he pulled me to the hay loft told me to take off all my clothes, i did as he told me he started to touch me feeling my tiny penis then put it in his mouth at the same time his hand was on my bum as i was wriggling trying to get loose he put his finger at my bum hole and was tying to push it in he took his hand away let my penis out of his mouth and spat on his finger, i was loose i jumped onto some bales to get away he chased me an again got hold of me, next thing i knew my hands had been tied to a post i had no escape,
    he took off his trousers and his big penis was right in my face i was told to open my mouth and suck as i did before, crying and not wanting to be hurt i did as i was told, after about 5 mins he took it out pulled his trousers up and left, still tied up i had no way of getting away from this man.
    A while later he returned in his hand was a tin he had my legs spread wide rope on my ankle then a piece of wood between then and tied them together now legs wide apart not able to move, the tin was grease he smeared it on my bum then just pushed his finger in my bum i screamed so much next he was there on top of me with his penis at my hole no matter how much begging i did it fell on deaf ears, he forced it into me bit by bit when it wouldn't go in any more he started to go in and out after a bit he said that i was his now and i had to do whatever he told me or he would tell my dad i had been stealing, he took it out and put it to my mouth told me to open it he then cum in my mouth and over my face, that was it he untied me and told me to go home,.
    Over the next year or so he made me wank and suck him he fucked me whenever he wanted to, it only stopped when he had an accident and was off work for a year.
    David and remained good friends i never told him anything,
    Alan came back to work i was then 11yo and was still scared or him, he cornered in the shed told me he had had a lot of time to think about things and had something special for me and i was to meet him at the shopping centre on Saturday next.
    I met him not knowing what to expect, he took me to his car and started to drive out of town about 10mins later we pulled up at a house it was a big house with a u shaped drive i remember thinking a lot of people must live here as it had 3 cars in the drive, we got out of the car and into the house, sat in the room were 3 men all around 50/60 yo i was told to sit and was given a drink i felt a bit light headed i was told to stand and remove my clothes as i did this the men got close to me then i had hands all over me all 4 of them them stripped and were playing with each other i was told to feel each man then to suck them it was`nt long before i was on all fours with a cock in my bum i was used and abused in every way i was so sore i had cum leaking from every where, i had got there at 11am and now it was 6 pm , i was taken back to where Alan had picked me up from and kicked out of the car.
    I HAD BEEN RAPED BY THIS MAN ALAN IN THE BEGINNING THEN SOLD TO HIS MATES LATER.
    This IS a true story and never have i told it to anyone before and only telling it now becouse that bastard has died and can no longer hurt me
    There is another part to this saga,maybe another time!!

    I am not the first and I will not be the last. I am talking about being taken by a much bigger and stronger older man. For me it happened when I was sixteen during summer break. I knew him then, I know him now. He is the close friend of my Grandfather. I was at his house.

    He started holding me and not letting me go. I wanted to be let go, not because I wanted to get away I was uncomfortable not being able to move. His kisses on my neck, cheeks and mouth. His kissing my mouth while he got his hand between my legs rubbing me real hard. By then I was turning in his arms to get more comfortable, not to leave. I got straight facing him, he kissed me hard, his hands under my butt. I could feel his hard boner against my stomach.

    He lifted me, I was weightless in his arms. He carried me to his bed. I don't think he tore off my pants, he pulled them off spreading my legs open with his hands. His face, mouth and tongue seemed to swallow my pussy, the suction made me try to get away but he held me down. The only words were when he told me to show him my tits. His mouth seemed to take my whole tit in, he sucked so hard, his hard dick poking into my pussy.

    Then without warning his dick found my hole and he was all in. I had my first real orgasm right then, he held me tight and then fucked me hard. His semen slipped out of my hole when he was done, sticky and wet I walked to the bathroom to get a towel which I held against my pussy. He looked at me and smiled and asked me for the towel.

    Like I said I knew him, I know him. Now I get these very tight hugs which I like, I kiss his cheek and hug him back.

  • When I was a kid I was walking home from my friends house 3 blocks away. A car pulled up and the man inside asked me for directions. I went to his window and he had a map on his lap. I noticed right after that his one hand was under the map. As we talked about where he was trying to go he slowly slid the map out of the way, revealing the fact that he was naked and masturbating. I gasped he right away said I'm not going to hurt you I just want you to know how incredibly beautiful you are. I smiled and said really you think I'm beautiful. Oh god yes he said all the time he was still jerking. He says to me do you like what you are seeing , I shrugged my shoulders and said I guess then I said I have never seen anyone naked before. He was really going fast by then and all of a sudden he started shooting his juice everywhere. My eyes must have told him that I was amazed. I said how does it feel to have that happen. He said meet me at the end of the park in an hour and we can explore it. I said that I wasn't allowed out that late but maybe we could meet in the morning . He smiled and said that he really hoped I would be there. I couldn't sleep all night I couldn't wait to go to the park the next day. He wasn't there , I went to the park every morning for a week when he finally showed up. I really shouldn't talk about what all took place over the rest of the summer , I can tell you that I felt like I was in love with him for the next couple years. Once I graduated from jr high. We moved and I never saw him again but I still think about him all the time.