This may not sound so different in todays world as the term cuckold is a hugely popular fetish, and being a hotwife is right up there with it, everyone has there own variations of the kink that turns them on the most.
I however have an obsession, but my obsession is that I want my wife to have sex with another man, get creampied and then come home to me and offer her pussy to me to smell and lick and fuck! we have been married for 15 years now and I have tried without success to get her to bring me home a creampie for at least the last ten years.
to her credit, she did let a man fuck her and creampie her in our early stages of talking but I was away on business and did not get to see it, much less do anything with it.
I literally begged her to the point of upsetting her before so I backed off, I have never understood why she would not go see this guy again. she claimed that he was great in bed and she loved how he fucked her and made her cum and even told me that she would do it again but here we are ten years later and it has not happened.
I honestly believe that if something turns someone on and they want to do it that they will do it, which leads me to believe that she lied to me about wanting to do it and told me it turned her on like crazy and it was the hottest thing she ever heard but yet she refuses to do it, I just don't get it.
I dream and I wish to have a wife that will fuck other men, strictly for the sex and the orgasms and to get her sweet pussy filled up with cum so she can come home and show me her wet panties and give me my treat!
I don't think she truly understands how bad I want her to do this, I don't have to know who it is or anything like that, I trust her and know that she would find someone clean and disease free. she once asked me about her fucking other married men, she said it would turn her on that a married man is fucking her and pumping his cum into her pussy instead of his wife and she wanted to fuck other womens men, especially married ones.
she has teased me every way possible about fucking other men, but after about seven or eight years I got tired of listening to her say, "maybe one day you will get it".
well, about two years ago, I stopped initiating having sex with her, I told myself that I was going to stop having sex with her to see if that may cause her to want to go and have some somewhere else. well here we are two years later and nothing, I thought maybe I could sort of push her into having some extra marital sex but that has not seemed to work either.
you gotta understand, this woman is a social butterfly, she will openly flirt with men, even in front of me, when she goes on a trip somewhere she will tell me about some guy hitting on her at a bar, she has even sent me pictures of guys she thought were cute. she has had a zillion opportunities some right in front of me and some when alone. she has let men feel her up in front of me, she has let them feel her up when by herself, she has told me about many times she could have very easily had sex with someone, but she swears to this day that she has not and I have never noticed any signs that she has done so and I do honestly believe her.
I think deep down inside, the only reason I am still married is the fact that she has told me many times "maybe one day it will happen for you". I think deep inside I have held on to this because I am obsessed with it happening, I think about it everyday and I dream and wish every day that she will come home with her pussy full of cum.
have I wasted so much time for nothing, I mean I truly do love her otherwise, we have a great marriage with the only exception being a sexless marriage. I know she still desires to be fucked because I found a dildo in her night stand so she obviously has been masturbating when I am not around or at work.
what does a man do when he is so obsessed with his wife voluntarily fucking another man and having a friend with benefits for good sex and the kind of sex she needs. I need a secret friend that I can help seduce her and her not know about it, maybe that would work, only I am afraid that the man would not be able to keep the secret that I helped him get in bed with her.
there is nothing I want more than for my wife to get in bed beside me and take my hand and put it between her legs and look me in the eye and tell me that her pussy is full of another mans cum! I wish for it, I dream about it, I crave it, I am obsessed with it, I will not be sexually fulfilled until I get it, I am bored otherwise, bored to tears. I want to smell her panties, I want to lick her panties and taste her, I want to slowly slide her panties to the side and dip my tongue in his mess and know that I was not the last man inside her!
I need to talk to someone about this, anyone? I cant tell her, she may divorce me if she knew how bad I wanted it, I cant talk to any of my friends because I don't trust them that much and I don't believe in therapist because the secret will get out, if nothing more than I am seeing one but then there will be a million questions.
I guess I will just keep dreaming that one day I will get it as she says, I will continue to dream and wish for it until the point in time comes that I no longer can or I actually do get it..
