Straight Female / 31
I guess most people post here when they have no one to talk to. I've hesitated since I'm paranoid someone will read this and know who I am. Anyways....
I have had this certain neighbor for about 5 or so years. I always thought he was just gorgeous and he works a hard job with long hours which is very sexy. He loves his family and gets along with them very well, also sexy. I should say now that I am married.
I have never really talked to him, I never had a reason. Last month I spent the day with him and his family. If I couldn't stop staring at him before getting to know him, now I can't get him out of my mind. He's so sweet, smart, values friendships, he is social when it comes to his friends but outside of them he's shy. Which I couldn't believe considering how sexy he is. His shyness and how oblivious he is to how attractive he is, is so endearing.
Don't get me wrong I love my husband, he's a wonderful dad. But sometimes I just feel like I'm missing out on life, he doesn't like to go out, he doesn't like to play board games, card games, puzzles nothing. I use to be a wild card, and have fun. Which he knows about but he's just settled down way more than I had expected at such a young age. His family isn't that close even though they live close by.
It's just this neighbor has so many qualities that I have always wished my husband had. Him being close to his family is so valuable to me because I literally have none, I get along great with them too. I hate to say it but I feel that if I was with someone like my neighbor instead of my husband I would be happy. But I would be the only one.
I got some feedback that the neighbor thought I was "cool as hell" and he talks to me now. I feel incredibly selfish and ungrateful for being sad that I'm stuck in this life.
I have had this certain neighbor for about 5 or so years. I always thought he was just gorgeous and he works a hard job with long hours which is very sexy. He loves his family and gets along with them very well, also sexy. I should say now that I am married.
I have never really talked to him, I never had a reason. Last month I spent the day with him and his family. If I couldn't stop staring at him before getting to know him, now I can't get him out of my mind. He's so sweet, smart, values friendships, he is social when it comes to his friends but outside of them he's shy. Which I couldn't believe considering how sexy he is. His shyness and how oblivious he is to how attractive he is, is so endearing.
Don't get me wrong I love my husband, he's a wonderful dad. But sometimes I just feel like I'm missing out on life, he doesn't like to go out, he doesn't like to play board games, card games, puzzles nothing. I use to be a wild card, and have fun. Which he knows about but he's just settled down way more than I had expected at such a young age. His family isn't that close even though they live close by.
It's just this neighbor has so many qualities that I have always wished my husband had. Him being close to his family is so valuable to me because I literally have none, I get along great with them too. I hate to say it but I feel that if I was with someone like my neighbor instead of my husband I would be happy. But I would be the only one.
I got some feedback that the neighbor thought I was "cool as hell" and he talks to me now. I feel incredibly selfish and ungrateful for being sad that I'm stuck in this life.
