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What I Fantasize About And What I Had Done

I started masterbating when I got my first xxx magazine and saw her open c**t for the first time and when I got close to orgasm I would stop because I was feeling strange and never had an orgasm yet and was scared of what would happen if I kept going and that's what I was doing for a long time and then I saw my first porn movie and it shocked me to see what came out of a cock that was white and creamy and when he was putting it in her c**t all the way in was something i always remember when I got masterbating and she was wearing pattern cable knee highs in the missionary position for the two guys that are fucking her and that's when I was going to masterbate and keep going to the end and see what happens and I was getting that strange feeling that something was going to happen to me and started having my first orgasm as long stream of white stuff coming out and the throbbing pulse was like a roller-coaster ride with the most horny feeling as I orgasm and after many times masterbating I saw a pair of navy blue cable pattern knee highs that I saw her wearing in the store and when I got got them on I had a shiver up my back and got super hard and more horny than ever before and I had an orgasm within a minute and was something I was going to keep doing in secret for the next 20years and that's what I loved doing every day or night and most weekends two or three times a day then I fantasize about being a crossdresser and going in public and that's what I was doing when I was married secretly for the next 20years and I was wearing girls outfits with knee highs and show everyone what I like doing in public that was more sexy than anything anyone would do with me wearing nice frilly ankle socks with pattern nylons and leggings up to the knees with nice black suede girl shoes with my toes painted and after many years of going everywhere being a crossdresser I had fantasize about being a crossdresser for gay sex with homosexuals that were very horny for having anal sex with me and that I want them to cum in me was something they want to give me for sure and I want to have two guys to have anal with me without any condoms wearing my navy blue cable pattern nylon knee highs in my nice shoes and one would have a really nice long uncut cock for me first with the other one holding my legs up and opened to have him start fucking my ass and after the first twenty strokes I will say take my shoes off and fuck me to the end and grind it up in nice and hard all the way in as I look at my painted toenails until he cumed and that's when they would switch positions and looking more at my nice legs and feet the guy would have a huge monster thick cock and just before he was going to go in my ass would say that I am going to like how it's going to feel when it goes in and it wasn't long before I made it come true at a gay couples house and one was fairly long as it hit the end of my hole making it deeper and then having the big one going in made me seeing stars and almost fainted in the first few seconds and pulled out and started to back in again for a few more times and I will never forget how much it hurt and permanently stretched open my hole and now after many years I still have a hole looking like a big c**t for ever and after many years I want to get some nice girls socks and paint my toes one more time to get two or three strangers with a very long cock and one with a huge cock that I will feel when I did the first time and this time I want them to take turns nice and hard.

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# 64887 - by Marc

I Was Supposed To Water The Plants, Not Get Deflowered

I will tell all. I was sixteen, barely sixteen, and part of my responsibilities was to go to my grandmother's house and water her plants, pick up the mail, while they were out of town on vacation. I went over the first day, and the second day. On the third day a boy came over when he saw me and asked me what I was doing. I told him, it wasn't a secret. He followed me into my grandmother's house.

It was then that things go serious. He wanted to see me naked. Not a stich. It wasn't a fight, but it was a struggle. He worked off my shirt and unsnapped my bra. He had never seen tits before, not close up, and I had nice tits then. Getting my skirt and underpants off was a bigger struggle, and for that he put me on the floor to pull them off. And I was naked, on the floor of the living room.

He dropped his pants, he had his hard dick in his hand. He pointed to me to open my legs. Then he got down on his knees and laid over me and in about a second he had shoved his dick in me. It went in so easy, I thought it was going to hurt, but it didn't. Back and forth over me, back and forth, in and out, and he told me he was going to let me have it, and with that he relaxed. I didn't know that meant he had already finished in me.

He got up, used my shirt to wipe his dick clean, and told me to stand and he sat on the couch to look at me. He looked at me for a long time. His first girl. After a while he told me I could get dressed.

That was my first time.

I Haven't Masturbated In Nearly A Week And I'm Going Insane

so, i'm brazilian,and i know it sounds silly, but i promised god (or whatever entity is out there) i wouldn't masturbate for two weeks if Lula won the elections. i did it mostly as a joke, but so much has happened in the past weeks that i went from atheist to agnostic. so i wanted to prove them (and myself) i can do this.

i know a week sounds short, but these have been the LONGEST days of my life. not only did i promise not touching myself, i also promised i wouldn't watch or read any kind of porn. and i thought it was going to be easy! but i was already suffering on the second day, and wanted to give up on the third. i didn't realize i was that perverted, because i'm a virgin and i don't really care about having sex with other people.

but i love masturbating. just the thought of finally touching myself is making me so hard i can't focus on anything else. all i want is to rub my cock against something--literally anything. i was humping my arm just a few minutes ago before i was able to stop, and it just made everything worse. i want to record a video with my cock and my ass full on display for anyone to see and post it online. i wish someone would tell me what to do, how loud i should moan and where to touch while i try not to cum in two minutes because of how pent-up i am. i can't remember the last time i've felt this horny, and it feels great, but i feel like i'm going to explode. i pulled my pants just to look at how hard i am, and i can't stop twitching and leaking. i cried a little while looking at myself because i'm just allowed to look, not touch. it feels like, if i look at it hard enough, i'll come just from desperation alone. i wish i lived alone just so i could buy a bunch of dildos and vibrators and take a day off just to fuck myself. maybe by the window, because i'm that much of a whore, and i want someone to look at me and think the same.

that's it. i think i'll lose the challenge because i'm so pathetic and apparently porn-brained i can't wait until tomorrow (it would complete a week, which is *good enough* in my book). i genuinely can't..

Still Haunts Me....

During my late preteens and very early teens I actually participated in two separate porn vids with girls, one girl was my age and the other girl slightly older. Recorded by my older boy cousin whom I had already had sex with. None of our parents ever found out but I have no idea what ever happened to those vids since my cousin's unexpected recent passing. Those vids haunt me, just knowing that they just might be out there somewhere. It's embarrassing that I was so naive and gullible at the time when I was young.

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