The Closest Cousins
I am currently in a life long relationship with my 1st cousin. We have 2 beautiful children with a 3rd on the way (no abnormalities which we were worried about). We also havent been in contact with the rest of family in over 15 years.
We both grew up close. Both loved video games, spent summers sleeping over at each others houses to play games or swim. As we got older, we started noticing more and more about our bodies. As most preteens do, especially when no one teaches you otherwise, we started experimenting. At 11, we lost our virginity. Soon after, our parents gave us the talk and kept us more separate (didnt know we had already learned this first hand but noticed we spent alot of time together at our age and were worried)
We still hung out at school but never really dated anyone. We both were considered attractive, but never really cared. Fast forward to prom, and her parents asked me to take her since she didnt have a date but felt wrong going alone.
I picked her up, and was blown away. The tomboy girl with messy hair and played games with me was now a beautiful woman in a dress. I knew i was going to make a move that night, even if i understood it was "wrong". At the dance, she was getting alot of attention and i admit it made me feel jealous. Think she noticed as she would frequently come over and talk to me, ignoring the other guys.
As the night wore down, she let me know she wanted to leave. She asked me to pull off at a wooded lot our families owned, and i understood what would happen next. She took her dress off, put it in the back, and for the first time since we were 11, we fucked.
I am ashamed to admit, but i didnt last longer then a minute round one. She just laughed and sucked me clean (we while we had only done it once as young ones, we DID do alot of other things including oral as we learned.) We didnt go home that night, and instead fucked on and off untill sunrise. On the hood, in the car, cowgirl, from behind, you name it. This was the night i realized that i love her. We spent the last hour watching the woods get brighter, holding each other, kissing, and finally admitting the fact we love each other.
When we went home, out parents asked what happened, and told them we drank at a after party and i didnt feel right driving, so i parked and we slept it off. I dont think they bought it, but let it go. From then on, we decided we would be together.
Through college, we kept it low key. We only did it when we met up during spring break, and never around family gatherings. We also used birth control after we got lucky during highschool. We both, however, would screw harder and longer when we talked about me knocking her up.
Our families found out. Apparently, one of my "friends" knew we were going out, and also knew my dad. When we showed up for the family reunion that year, we were not allowed to enter, and our parents wouldn't even speak to us. It was a shock... Especially for cousin. She was so close to her mother. I would propose to her a week later. A week after that, she stopped her birth control.
We moved states, and never "married" but see ourselves that way. 2 months later she would surprise me with a pregnancy test, and one of the hardest nights of sex we have ever had. I learned not long after, that my favorite sex, is when she rides me cow girl, her pregnant belly taking up my view, and milk lightly leaking from her nipples.
Its been...a while since we saw our family, yet we now have our own. I know most people see it as " wrong" but i have something most people dream of but cant get. A loving wife, a home, 2 kids, a third on the way, and a sexual craving for each other that doesn't end.
I will say, the oldest is entering puberty, and we have decided to teach him proper. We came home to him in his friend and his friend in our daughter (a year younger). we arent quite ready to be grandparents yet. (Plus we honestly dont want the risk of genetic issues to come up).
He did let us know that he likes men more, but his friend likes both, which is what happened that day.
We also have told them that we are cousins, and that it is taboo. Not to mention it to anyone. They have expressed interest in meeting their grandparents, and we will not stop them.